Happy New Year!

Happy 2017 everyone!!!

I know that all my posts have been about last year and what I did/ how I changed but I always find it very interesting to come back to these posts one day and see how much has changed! So yup here's another post on my 2017 resolutions!


I know that resolutions are hard to keep up and basically it's just another day but somehow I always feel like January 1st is like a new start. But instead of setting myself huge goals that I probably won't accomplish, I'm going to note down some small changes that I'd like to achieve:

• Become better as an individual. I'm extremely scared of meeting new people, going to a place where I'm on my own and just generally doing stuff alone. Last year I did some things that quite challenged me and I did them all on my own and honestly they all went pretty well! So I already know that there's nothing bad with doing stuff on your own but I'm still anxious about doing stuff alone. For example I freak out if I need to go to the hairdressers because I kinda feel like they're going to make fun of me?? I know it sounds stupid but I guess that this point also has a lot to do with being self concious. which leads me to the next point:
• Be happy with myself and care less what others think of me. I care WAAY to much of what others think of me. I'm a people pleaser and I always put other peoples feeling before my own. It's unhealthy and I need to just not care what others think about me. So that I can be myself and not pretend to be someone instead of just being myself.
• Read more. I already set that goal to myself last year and I did pretty well not gonna lie but I want to read even more so I can broaden my knowledge and honestly I just love reading a book where I can dive into a new world.
• Spend less time on my phone. It's insane how much time I waste on my phone without doing anything productive. I'm pretty sure that in the time I spent on my phone I could've done something way better!! Like learning a new language, reading more books, spending more time with my family. Yet I decided to spend it all in an online world where I'm practically isolating myself from others. So yup let's just try to spend less time on my phone!

Well I guess these were all actually some more or less big changes but 2016 has been rough and I want to just own 2017 and hope that things turn out a bit better than last year! :)

So let's bring it on 2017! I'm ready and if times get worse I'm here to learn and to improve myself to become the person I want to be!